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ok so last night was alright...

i got out of school yesterday at 10:15 to go look for guitars before i went to a funeral...i found a sweet Takamine...its an EG523SC...i love it...its got a really nice preamp on it too...anywho...that made us close to late for the funeral so my dad was extremely...extremely pissed off...a lot of things happened...no fun...then it came time to go to the cook out for fca...that was fun...i picked up katarina (the new german exchange student) and elizabeth along the way...after that it was time for the lock in...so gary, stevie, spangler, vernon, talyor, elizabeth, and i piled in my van and followed the other vans and buses to bartlesville...luckily i didnt look around very much so i didnt see all those places that would bring back memories...oh and on the way there somethin that made me so mad happened...i texted lana just to say hi and see what was up...so she says hey just hangin out in the student center...and i said oh im on my way to the lock in at bartlesville, its gonna be fun...im kinda scared of goin though...and she texts back with yeah, i know what you mean or something like that...i sent one that said ok well im gonna go now so i dont get all sad and you can have fun with your friends, ill talk to you tomorrow or something...then some friend grabs the phone and writes Hey this is a friend of your EX...leave her ALONE!  wtf? i mean seriously wtf is that?  i dont know what i did to deserve that crap...i had already had some things go on with my dad that day that pretty much made me wanna kill myself and then that...gosh i felt terrible...i mean i still had a fun night after that but after those things from earlier had gone on i felt lower than dirt...im sick of feeling messed up like im retarded or something...seems like thats all ive done lately is fail people...im out...

its friday...

fridays are good...

im gonna have a busy day today...i just got out of school early and im gonna go look at guitars...then at 1 i have a funeral to go to in okmulgee...at 5 is a cookout for fca...at 845 i have to be at the church for a lock-in...we're actually driving to bartlesville and havin it with the adams blvd church...im kinda scared/nervous about going to bartlesville...im afraid if i drive by some places im just gonna lose it...i guess i just gotta pray...man, God is good and i know He'll pull me out of this one just like He always does, but i cant forget about the things that i wish i could...but then i dont wanna forget because they were great memories...i dunno...well i gotta go...im out...

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Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning down
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